| Well.. Little update... I'm so confuzed... |
[Aug. 29th, 2009|08:36 pm] |
"So lost in my mind about something in this current point of time... my heart's playing with my head." - Something I wrote a while back but seems so appropriate at this current point in time...
Basically something happened between myself and a male friend of mine the other night, and I don't know... I don't know if I'm just being paranoid because of what's happened to me in the past with my ex (years back when I was 17).. or whether this certain guy doesn't like me as he claims he does... I don't know what's making me think like this, most likely is paranoia caused by the past, but I don't know...
Basically everyone at work seems to know about it now, by assumption, not by either of us telling them, about something happening between us... but something doesn't quite feel right... I mean.. About the whole situation, not what actually happened... When we held each other tightly in each others arms for a fair while it just felt so right... but something about everything doesn't feel right and i'm getting a little suspicious...
What do people think? I rekkon I'm just being paranoid... I don't want to be hurt again like I was in the past... :(
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| Hmm, you so gotta love em! |
[Jan. 24th, 2007|12:45 am] |
Don't you just love attention seeking whores, that take things out on people for no real reason other than to make themselves notices and feel big? Ahahah pretty pathettic in my eyes. They take words and things that have happened, and turn them into completely different things, just to make themselves feel better... Anyone think they need to go see a psychiatrist? (Or however that's spelt) Coz I think someone with those problems really oughta seek professional help.
"OMAGAWDZ INTERNETZ DRAMA! I MUSTZ LEECH ATTENTION OMGAWDZ! *sucks as much attention up as possible* I NEEDZ ATTENTION! ITS WHAT I LIV3Z 4!!! "
Lmfao, thats what that sorta thing screams out to me... Pretty sad aint it?
Anyway, heres a lil piccy i did on sketcher for my uni bud Angela ^^
Before anyone asks, my tablet was being retarded... hence the random splodges of thich horribleness occuring quite frequently i the lines and colour XD
Man when is the snow gunna come? last year there wasn't really anything, 2 years ago I got cought out in blizzards whilst driving... and this year I've seen the tinyest bit of snow/hail fall... and i mean the tinyest bit, nowhere near enough to settle or anything...
On another note... Still taking requests... If interested email mazlvzjamesbourne@yahoo.co.uk for enquiries or prices or examples or w/e...
Till next time, ciao! |
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[Dec. 9th, 2006|11:21 pm] |
Wow... I decided to update my LJ Oo;
Oh well, I took another hack out on this beautiful mare (photos below) named Fudge... Poor thing wanted to go out to the field after she saw 4 horses being ridden up to it, but she won't be put out until tomorrow night...
My friend Chelsea ended up being thrown off the pony she was riding, named Pepsi, and it took about 15 mins for us to pursuade her to get back on... I even offered to switch horses... Fudge is really well behaved so she'd have had no problem with Fudge... But oh well... We had to fly back to the stables... pretty much cantering all the way back every oppertunity we got... then Chelsea dissappeared again... So we stopped and she re-appeared coming out of the pit heaps which we'd all cantered over.
Rode Mojo this morning, man... i love that young gelding! He's so hyper-active, green and likes to kick out alot XD but i friggen love him! If I were allowed to buy a horse, I'd get him, he's seriously great, and I know I'd be able to work with him and calm him down somewhat... Was supposed to ride him out on the hack but plans were changed and i had to take the hack out... If someone else had taken it out, I'd have been escort on Mojo (escort is the person right at the back of a ride, making sure noone gets left behind or falls off or anything) Shall have to go get some photos of Mojo X3
Last week was pretty cool at university, Went to a free entry night out at uni, for the school of computing students. It was cool X3 I got a lil drunk... and yeah... XD Crashed at my friend angie's place... Info on the night can be found here... courtesy (sp?) of my friend black-ravyn X3
http://black-ravyn.livejournal.com/40856.html#cutid1
So yeah... Peace out till next time! (Gawd I just sounded like a hippy >.>; Oh dear lord...) Ciao! |
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| Sheezyart and evil |
[May. 12th, 2006|12:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | University's Linux Lab. | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  not enough sleep 0o | ] |
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| | The buzzing of computers | ] |
Oh dear... 0o How on earth did i get this?!
How evil are you?
Zomg0o
And w00t, I joined Sheezyart after Javet convinced me to XD
mazbourne.sheezyart.com
mazbourne.deviantart.com
fanart.lionking.org/Artists/Maz_Bourne
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| Nets down and evilness?? >D |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|04:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | Half asleep XD | ] |
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| | Nothing's on atm... | ] |
| You Are 54% Evil | 
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. |
OMG! Pauline is more evil than me! *hisses*
Aaand... my internet at home is down so shema, mark, kirsty n everyone else... NEVER go for wanadoo as a broadband provider >< they take ur money but give u hardly any connection an dits off alotta the time -.-
psst, marky mango... u sounded like a stalker sayin u were just down the road from me XD
and moley... i know of someone who'll join the society next year most probs... we're gunna hunt ppl dwn and try n get em to join XD
Oh well... spazzy new icon and err... yeah... im gunna go now XD cyaz! |
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| 'Nother Update here |
[Jan. 24th, 2006|03:19 am] |
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| | Son Of Dork - Two Princes | ] |
Did my first ever digital painting of a realistic lion today... Took me a few hours in www.artgrounds.com
Anywayz how is everyone? Any of you guyz been up to much lately?
Gotta run so I'll update with a better entry some time soon... |
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| OMG.... How Long?! |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|06:03 pm] |
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All I can say is... HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE I UPDATED?! 0_o
Anywayz yes... thanks for the nudge shema XD
Im soon starting my second half of a year at university doing digital character animation and its all fun :P
I really dunno what to add 0_o So yes... here's a few pics i've done for you all to look at while I think of something better to write XD
 
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|06:50 pm] |
Hahah, Ain't updated this in quite a while!!
Just been doing random stuff... my computer is spazzing atm...
Me n a whole group of m8s completely lost it with one "friend" the
other night... and i had a pretty bad breakdown... lmfao!! typical me!!
am gna change the background on here if i can remember how to soon...
hmm... dunno what else to say... myt upload a new avitar aswell...
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| AGH!! aint updated in aaaaages!!! |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|07:03 pm] |
Woah!! long time since I updated this!!
Anywayz, been doin part of my ceramic exam today... im now 5 hours into
a 15 hour exam... I'm making a unicorn outa clay that's gunna be
painfully rolling in real barbed wire... Yus he's going to be bleeding
and trapped in the wire... poor unicorn!! :'(
Below are two pictures of him just before I packed him away today...
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| Me again |
[Jan. 19th, 2005|07:20 pm] |
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| | Dekorum | ] |
Yup, tis me again!!! Just helped kirsty changed her display and
background... dont think mark quite understood though... *smax him ova
da head wiv a pillow*
Friends Forever Pact!!!!!
Mango - Mark
Mazda - Marie (me)
Metro - Dean
Todaaaay... tuk my car to 6th form n got stuck in traffic... was 10
mins or so late... came back home n my bro got thrown outa school for
refuzing to take off his jacket n being an asshole... Erm... Drove my
dad to shops n bumped into sum firemen and my m8 Dawn... Came home, dad
went 2 stalk my lilest bro... I completely forgot about a hospital
appointment...
Just argued wiv kirst aswell, she sed im pretty but i wont believe her, lmao!!! Was a friendly argument tho =D
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| Boredness!!! |
[Jan. 19th, 2005|04:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  Grrrrrrrrrrr | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | GC - Day That I Die | ] |
I'm officially bored!!
There's summit i need 2 tell sum1...
Ive just gotten really stressed out with my brother...
He got kicked outa school earlier...
hahah @ him the tosser!!
Soz im just letting sum stress out here...
*bangs head off desk*
He won't quit turning his shitty music up!!! i can hear it n my headfones r on full blast!!! |
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